Try, Try Again

As a door closes, another opens. I'm glad I went through this experience. Of course I'm sad and wish it worked out since this is really all I want in life and this is really all that I'm good at of course I was wishing for the best but in this business lots of doors are shut in your face and you get lots of "no's." So you just have to pick yourself up, dust yourself off and keep on going until you get to that "Yes!" Come back stronger. I don't know if I'll ever audition for this show again because this was CA-Razy but you never know. This is still my dream and I hope that one day I will actually get to see it come true and dream with my eyes open. Even if it's just writing songs for other artists or auditioning to be a back up singer... who knows.

I'm glad that I conquered this fear and auditioned because now I know what I need to work on and know that this show maybe isn't for me... I'm very surprised I haven't broken down and cried yet but hey whatever works.

Thank you to those of you that supported me and wished me luck and what not. I love you all for that you have know IDEA!! You guys are amazing, we'll get em next time!