I Always Will

You have no IDEA how mad I am at you. How you make me feel I just wanna go to where you are and punch you where it hurts and say "You know why!" Why haven't I heard from you? Why won't you write me back!!!!???? I know you're busy and out doing what you're supposed to but seriously.. I want my dang letter. I go to my mail box every bloody day and hope that I'll get a letter from you... um nope. No letter. I've checked for a whole month now and still no letter. Why? What did I do to not deserve a letter.. I don't even care if it's a post card. I just haven't heard from you since the beginning of summer so I wrote you while I was down at school. A 7 pager and I get 0... no bueno. This is so frustrating. So last night I wrote about you and how I don't understand and how I thought what I thought was still happening but I'm not really sure of it all... I'm still learning. 15 minutes.

Once upon a time we were together
Catching fireflies and hanging by stars light
Lovers for a time, this world was made for you and me.
Now it feels like your in China and I'm in Peru.
Walls have been built around you
Where have you gone? Are we still...?

Magic has flown away into the dust
I thought you'd be right beside me dear
Words have escaped my mouth, I have nothing.
Your voice has not been heard from in days
I fell I don't love you but I always will
I always will, I always will

All I want are the days before
Let me fall again in silence and wonder.
Your heart was the peace I felt in my soul
Captured by dreams of gold, somewhere only we know.
You're hard to resist and harder to let go
Come back to me to fulfill my pure bliss

Magic has flown away into the dust
I thought you'd be right beside me dear
Words have escaped my mouth, I have nothing.
Your voice has not been heard from in days
I feel I don't love you but I always will
I always will, I always will.

first we were like:

and now me and my lonesome without you are like:

Maybe, someday we’ll figure all this out. Try to put an end to all our doubt, and try to find a way to make things better now.