Last night was opening night of the Forgotten Carols and it went well if I do say so myself. I am the stage manager so I direct and cue lights and tell people to go onstage and cue dancers to do their dances and what not... not a full house but it was good. I enjoyed it. I was so nervous since it was my first time ever doing stage managing so I was having a little freak out session at about five minutes till curtain... that was fun. Over all I love my cast and crew and dancers and choir kids.... oh performers. Gotta love em.
I can home that night and I took a shower.. BEST desion of my life right there and then.. it felt soooo good. But then I came out to watch Glee with Amanda Ruth and I could feel myself dying. Like my body was literally dying.. it was awesome just feeling myself withering away while eating Ritz crackers and Tuna.
I love Amanda Ruth everyone. And she loves me. And I still can't get over her new happiness in life. Go you.
And I love performing.
I didn't realized it... well I mean I new that this was what I wanted to do with my life but just doing directing and watching the shows and feeling the excitement and nervousness... that's what I want. I need it. It's like a drug...
okay sweet I'm an addict. I'm addicted to the stage. So what I don't caya (said in a Brooklyn accent)
(Seussical The Musical done @ Snow College Spring 2011
Me: Sour Kangaroo. Lead Role. Eat it.)
The lights. The costumes. The music. The lines. The people. The claps. The sets. The memories.
I. Must. Have.
In order to live, I've decided... this must come true. I will die with out it. This may sound unrealistic but I mean get over it.
You may say I'm a dreamer... but I'm CERTAINLY NOT the only one.
and random thought here...
crazy misfits walking the college streets.
Watch out.
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