Mum's the word.

Man. Can I just say that I miss my mum. Like honestly I love her SO much. I always have obviously but being here with most of her side of the family it's just like why isn't she here? ya know? Like she should be apart of this with me and my bro.

Anyways she messaged me on fb saying that my aunt (her sister) was buying me some clothes and stuff... just because she can really and it was gonna be sent over to Aussie.. and just asking if I needed anything and wondering how I was doing.. It's kinda nice seeing that kind of I guess worry from her.. She misses us so much and not being here with us I KNOW is just killing her inside. I'm sure she'd rather be here than at home ha!

But what she said to me that really got me was that me being here felt like when she moved from NZ to America when she was 18 years old.. and how she had to find a job and it was very frustrating for her and she lived with family and knowing that I was absolutely hating job hunting and blah blah blah... basically she was just happy for me that I had made the decision to come with miller and work and get the experience. She asked if I wanted to come home.. I thought about it and said, "Why come home when I'll just do the same thing as I'm doing here and get paid $8.25 at starting pay when here starting is 21 dollars. Even though it's frustrating, I know that I'll find one and it'll be alright." Then she says, "Oh well when you do don't come back! Just stay, make lots of money and buy us a house..." umm mum I think I gotta come back hahaha.. "No find a husband!" bahahaha ohhhh mum.. no. HA!!

What if?!
What if I did just all of a sudden come back engaged!!
You never know.... anything's possible ;) Lots of the men here are pretty good looking..

In the end.. it was nice having that little message back and forth with my mum.. we don't really.. not really talk about that kinda stuff and it was nice feeling like we had a connection and that she was supporting me ya know? because our family is not like that at all.. I mean we support each other but we don't really show our love for each other, even though we do... so yeah. it was nice.

 love you mum! see yous soon yeah?!