i
don't know if it's winter -- the eternally lame season -- but
i've been really, really focused on the future lately. i feel like so
much of my life right now -- living in grand ol' Oz
-- is in kind of a limbo land. it's an in-between part of my life
that i'm so grateful for -- the chance to go on adventures, to explore
a new place, and to be able to make money by showering old people and picking up poo --
something i never imagined would happen to me.
still,
i feel like i'm waiting for so much of my life to start. not waiting
in an impatient or unsatisfied sense, but in an on-my-toes, giddy kind
of way. i love my life so much right now, that i go crazy (in the best
way) thinking of the good stuff that's still ahead. i'll be the first to
admit that sometimes i let that kind of thinking (the daydreaming about my future home and kids) sort of consume me. but in the warmest,
happiest, enveloping kinda way. so i'm gonna call it a good thing -- a
good limbo.
You are adorable and I LOVE your blog.
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